I don't get why you guys think I take no rseponsibility in that... I know it was my fault because it was ME WHO WAS SAYING WHAT WAS SAID. Who else could it be?  I suppose we could always blame Omen.

Seriously, I know it was my fault, but frankly, I don't care. I think this issue was that if the incident came up again, I said I would do exactly the same as I did before, infact, I still would - I was attempting to stop someone teamhampering (only due to not knowing any better, not intentional) on my server. Those that host the server would have wanted me to kick or ban for that, they really can't stand teamhamperers. I didn't, instead I explained in blunt (but not, imo, mean) terms why the player was teamhampering, they take offense, all this squeezey pooh happens.  People are people, conflicts happen, not everyone agrees.

I was actually offended at some stuff going on in IRC yesterday while I wasn't there. I set up the CG like normal, at the time I was *TOLD* to do it after a DST faffup last week, then see people saying that they want to double check everything because they don't trust my judgement anymore. I thought you guys knew me better than that, I honestly did.  I've been doing this since the CG's started, I PLAY during the CG's, I thought you lot knew how important First Strike, and get it populated IS to me.  Instead, no, this fuckup (and yes, there have been others in the past that I acknowledge) gets everything I set double checked, and my powers removed.  I didn't see anyone around to maintain the CG yesterday after the server crashed... instead we started back at the start of the rotation, back on the maps designed for small playercounts.  Alot of people actually left because of that, including me.  Thinking back, I didn't even see the CG settings get turned off yesterday, I had to wait around for hours for Omen to come online and switch them back to normal.  I hope we aren't getting the same maplist as yesterday, it gets boring with two of the same rotation in a row!

For those getting the wrong opinion of me leaving my testership and anything else regarding the FS community on an 'official' level - it isn't because I lost admin rights, such as may it appear, or was being said on IRC after I quit (way to make the knocked down guy look bad). It's because recently the testing/dev team has became really stiff and can't take the smallest joke. It is because everything I say gets taken for its worse possible meaning.  Its getting ridiculous, obviously after this incident I just can't work with them anymore.

Thanks for those who had kind words to say, I really appreciate it. I've got to say I lol at Tyler speaking about "Conducting himself in a manner that we like to see represent FS", makes me think of those times when he really was the biggest dick you can be, maybe not now, still...   For those of you who don't have kind words: smurf off, I know I am a Rude, Offensive Dick a large amount, at least I get things done instead of sitting around doing nothing.

From the way I see it, the team lost an asset yesterday. Not to important a one, but I know some people are going to find the fact I am not about more difficult.  If everyone loosens up again, and I'm invited back, sure I'll come but I can't see that happening any time soon. Any hey, its not as if I'm leaving... you can't get rid of a Gwynzer without a professional removal team.

Athlon, Force Points for that, I got me to laugh for a while